Saturday, June 19, 2010

【 ---。 】



我从小到大都带着负面的想法去想事情
所以你们可能会时常看到我皱着眉头

有的时候你们问我到底发生什么事的时候
其实并不是我不想告诉你们
只是我不知道要怎样告诉你们
所以只好收在心里

我时常告诉你们我想要一个人
其实我并不喜欢一个人
我只是不想把伤心带给身边的人


真的很对不起 ='(

Saturday, June 5, 2010

【Middle 。 】



it have been a very long time i didn't upload my blog ...
since when i log in to my blog .. i feel very comfortable ..
because it is already in midnight ..
and i am listening the instrumental that i share on my blog here ..
nobody disturb me at all ..
i wish i could live in a spaces without any person
and enjoy the wonderful music ..


in this few months , so many things are happened
there makes me happy and joy, but also makes me unhappy and sad
i accidentally select the wrong direction ...
i am walking on the road that will bring me a lot of sadness


i am very stupid .. i keep blame my self ..
how come i can be like that ..i am totally regret at all
regretted taking this step .. however, now is too late to regret ..
i can only say that when we do everything,
have to think more carefully only make a decision ..


i lived alone for half a year ... i think .. i also got used to this kind of life ...
only network, family, colleagues life ... i am wondering .. i really got used to it?
i am only 18 years old . but already have to live such a boring life?


Are you really thought that i was really laughing ?
already half years ... i really do not feel any of fun and happy


in my life .. i really have nothing ..
i really feel my self are very pathetic ..